Imagine the happiness and joy of being understood, loved, treasured and with self respect, or just laid by a pretty or handsome face that will dump you in the future.
I used to wonder how people got over grief before the 1800s. Life was good for the average people, hard sometimes, but as we know that life is not fair, people we love die, sad things happen, and yet they carried on.
And it seems to be that once we realise that life is not fair, and that we cannot always be happy, we can know with maturity, that it is what it is, and the coping can be painful, but among the bad time there are many good times, happy times, achievements, personal growth, and the like.
The best part is having the right person at your side through it all.
I spent many years telling women who I thought cared all my heartfelt dreams, my worries, my fears, I cried many tears, and they walked away and forgot me as soon as they got out of the door.
From learning that on materialistic times most people are very shallow, they hands no depth, and while they are with you, and you are useful to them, they care, because you are of some importance to that person, not once that importance goes, the care and need dies, and of they go.
Having the right person means that no matter how hard it gets you will never hurt alone.
My view right now.
This was the guy I was named after on CB radio. My handle was Trinity.
That “Feel Good Feeling” that you get on a date, or at a party, or from a person spending money and time on you, it’s a short-term version of the upcoming hell in your future.
Look around you at the high domestic violence, high divorce rate, large amount of couples who sleep around on each other, all of them, every one of them, was seduced by themselves by that “feel good feeling” that seduces masses of people in to foolish relationships where they judge a person by the very little they know about that person “that was fun”.
A day I out, a bit of fun, laughter, it seems to add up to never ending happiness. You feel good after being with this person, you feel great at times, feel wanted, desired, and yet what you know of this person is very little and mostly from people trying to push the two of you together.
You feel pleased, and this leads to wanting to be pleasured.
Life is Not fair, good and bad things happen to good and bad people, it rains on everyone.
Being mature is not making decisions on that feel good feeling, it’s about learning about that person’s character, and that takes time, and trust God, because if God interferes, God is giving you a heads up that He does not approve, because God knows what the other persons real plans are, immoral desires and so on, and God has heard conversations you have no idea ever happened, God is trying to protect you.
Years ago my right knee was in a lot of pain. The doctor who I went to refused to do anything about it and for about a year and a half or two years.
I limped, and in a lot of pain for a long time. On Unemployment Benefit going to the doctors was very expensive, thus I was very hesitant to keep going back and every time I did he told me that it was an injury and it would get better on its own.
Finally sick and tired of limping in pain everywhere I changed doctors and she immediately got me a scan, they found that the cartilage was messed up and I needed an operation. I went to private hospital in Cambridge, paid by the government and was operated on and the knee got better.
I keep seeing the doctor for years. He would at first pridefully avoid me, but as time he looked more and more guilty, and I knew God was trying to get him to apologize to me. Part of it was my fault because I took so long to go to another doctor. Anyway, we would run in to each other everywhere, at the supermarkets, crossing the roads and so on in town, and he would always act as if he does not know me.
I remembered him the other day, mentioned this to God, and lo and behold I saw him recently coming out of the supermarket. He looked, pretended not to see me, and dodged away to the car park.
He clearly knows that he should apologise. But his ego refuses to do so, and it is very obvious from his face that he knows that he is very guilty and ashamed of his mistake. But he would rather suffer in shame, guilt and such for the rest of his life rather than simply telling me that he is sorry.
Pride is the killer of fun, relationships, love and so on, but it can deny us so much happiness and a loving guilt-free future.
The boy in this is John Cusack.
So, why were the villages of old without homosexuality?
I knew a young man who had those tendencies, he got involved in school with a bunch of males whop were tough and they looked down on that homosexual behaviour, and so to be in with them, and they liked him a lot and respected him as a buddy, he went with women.
In the old villages if a male was seen looking at another male sexually or touched him, all the males would have taken him to the outskirts of town and done one of two things. He would have been outcasts with great shame, or he would have been given a hiding by them all as they showed their great disgust in his immoral indecent thinking. From that day on, beaten and ashamed by all those who previously held him in respect and then being those who he respected more in the world than anyone, he would given up those homosexual ways for the rest of his life.
All the other males would have got the message clearly. Any females int he tribe who had lesbian thoughts would immediately have know hat happened and would give up those immoral thoughts immediately, otherwise she would have been shamed, outcast or beaten.
Today homosexuality exists because of human sexual weakness from heterosexuals who like oral and anal sex. They figure that if they like it, why can’t others. Liberals and such have taken away the shame that once came with homosexuality and that is why they are loved, respected and encouraged today, and why it went from a few people in the 1940’s to millions of people today.
Today’s societies promote, respect and encourage immoral indecent lifestyles. So did Pompeii, Sodom and Gomorrah, and all the Empires that fell.
