Two reasons for this.
One is to physically mark herself and tell the Police he did it, but one girlfriend got so angry at me because I would not physically hurt her because she was unfaithful and felt guilty, so she beat herself.
When an ex admitted she was u faithful she saw how hurt I was and she put her fist through a window, slicing a few fingers.
People can feel better for how cruel they were to you if you get violent, but if you don’t the guilt is hard to take.
Trouble is that if you do hit her out of anger and hurt she will play the victim and the guy gets locked up.
If you feel that you have been treated unfairly by God, please consider your own past, do you really want to have God give you what you deserve, be honest, or would you prefer God treated you with understanding and mercy, with grace.
Atheists tend to delude themselves and assume they deserve great things after a selfish life, please don’t fool yourself like them, you are worth much more than them, please let God help you become the best you can be.
A self-acceptance journey is a personal process of embracing who you are right now, letting go of harsh self-judgment, and building self-compassion. It relies on key steps like noticing your inner thoughts, treating yourself with kindness, and stopping unhealthy comparisons, and not letting other people define who you are, but instead embracing who you have been, who you want to be, and get to change that you want, because it is really only up to you, and you alone to be who you want to be and who you need to be.
Caving in Of Your Good Values
One of the ways of finding out that you are being seduced, pressured and manipulated in a slow successful manner, is the new change of heart that you are having about things that you held, only recently, very strong views about and are now (not really noticing) doing the opposite.
Say, about 5 years ago you discovered that you wanted to support the cows and not eat meat anymore, but with new friends, new home possibly, new work place possibly, you are now eating meat, drinking milk, and doing other things that 5 years ago you were completely against.
You see, it is a Spiritual Warfare of which God puts thoughts in your mind about the way that you grew up, the influences that you had and the satanic activities that you had, and you learned, you decided to change your ways and follow God.
Family and friends become upset, and they want the old you back, and they will do what they can to have you accept your old ways, the life that they taught you.
Jesus said to hate the people of the past, even family, because they were unknowingly to themselves satanic and they did satanic things, and then past those bad ways on to their own children.
Your modern values were given to you by God and they were what gave you separation form a satanic society, and bad ways, so that you can become closer to God. Remember, the sin-cloud separates you from God and brings you closer to confusion, sinful living and satanic ways.
If people have, over many months or a year or so, got you back to even one of your old habits that you cast away a few years back, then they are slowly eating away at God’s place in your life whether they know it or now.
Remember, people are often used easily by Evil because the masses, your work mates, family and such are still satanic, and the satanic see what they think do and say is good, worthy, decent, and so on, and they want you to be the same.
Also, people who have little courage, faith and decency, hate people who stand firm and strong in their beliefs, because the weak-minded cannot do that, and for that reason alone they want you to sink to the depths of their lives and be like them once again, and they will be very convincing, pressure you and try very hard to make you break your moral, decent codes, good values, and wholesome living to be like them.
Take a look at what you do right now, and ask yourself, are you slowly lowering your standards, good values, protective boundaries, without realising it, are you doing this to please others, or are you doing it because you were peer pressured into this by say work mates, a feminist, family, people who you live with and so on?
If you find out that you gave up meat and are now eating meat (to fit in) then you have been carefully seduced by those who you trust the most to go back to the past and be far from Christ and God.
All the best from
James M Sandbrook.
Thursday, 30 July 2026, 7:29:51 pm.
This is what I used for the singlet today.
people who do evil often have no clue that they are being evil, they think, and the modern term for this is the word “choice”, so if she wants to abort its a choice, if she wants to be a lesbian its a choice and so on, the satanic actions of people have been printed into the modern mind as a ‘healthy choice” that mature adults make, when in reality it is an act of evil that immature irrational people make, and all the time they think that they are loving, kind, compassionate and decent folk, and worse of all, at this time in history there are far more satanic active people than wholesome good decent people.
Its technique, wisdom and knowledge, and then watching the younger faster guy lose 🙂
Watching Nicodemus – Episode 15: Smallville. Lana becomes a flirt steals Lex’s car, nearly completely strips off, Jonathan loses the plot.
Notice that when Lana goes off the rails and offers herself to the guys, none of them, even Lex, will take advantage of her.
Recently, I sewed some fleece on to the inside of a singlet for warmth when I work. Today I watched a video of how enlarge t-shirts and added a strip of fleece to the side of an old singlet and now it’s a cosy fit
This is the fleece on the back of the singlet. It is not perfect but was an experiment and works well.
People are calling Tom Holland the new gutsy Tom Cruise, but Holland does what the script and director tells him to do, while Cruise tells the director what he will do, and often do the stunts out in the field with no special effects, while Holland does the entire thing on Green Screen, totally safe in a studio.
There is a huge difference between acting the hero and actually being the hero, brave and courageous.
I have seen the new AI Star Wars videos and they are extremely close to the real acting, and the new chiuck norris AI, tyou in many paets cannot tella t all that it is fake or that it is not Norris of the real Star Wars acting
My Fate is Determined.
Your fate is not fully fixed, because of the choices, daily actions, and paths you take will shape what happens next in your future.
But it appears that a modern irrational belief in most people, atheists especially, is that my fate is determined, thus I can do whatever foolish thing I want, like party, drugs, alcohol, and so on, because I know that i am going to die, nothing I can do will stop that, so why not just go do anything, forget the responsibilities, the reactions, the paybacks for my actions, what i eat, drink and do, just go for it, and the Careless Living Lifestyle has become the Norm as people see this ‘as living”.
God teaches us that Wholesome Living is a good healthy path to a long life off good health, and is good for our children as well.
If your parents are careless then you as their child will suffer in many ways for your parents foolishness.
Atheism is a Religion just like the well established religious we see in churches all around the world. Atheism has its standards, beliefs, factions, and little or no belief in real responsibilities for what they do, except of course reactions, thus you hurt someone they hurt you back.
The reason for many evils seeping into society is Atheism, because Atheist don’t believe in evil while they are actually acting out evil thinking, evil actions, and the defence of evil ways, and they deny God, so they have no way to be willingly guided, helped, protected, and so on, and the worse that life gets for them because they refuse God’s guidance and protection, the more they believe that God does not exist and they embrace foolishness.
When the Atheist finds God then that person will struggle with things like being responsible, and will struggle with belief in being guided, and that fate and luck don’t exist because everything happens for a reason, and that evil can guide us just as well as God, and thus we need to know what side we are on and how to read the messages coming into our mind or see what is guidance and what is not guidance.
A Believer in God can recognise danger, where the atheist has no clue of danger. The Atheist can get very upset at the Believer because the Atheist see’s no issue in moving forward, he or she does not see red flags, warnings, or mentally sense, feel and understand threats, danger ahead and so on.
Reminds me of that true story about the man who went past a tree and part of it, a big branch, fell and landed on his car, he survived. Ten years later he went past the same tree and the tree was hit by lightening and landed on the car, he was not hurt. 20 years later, going down the same street the tree in that same spot broke and fell on his car and killed him.
All through my childhood I grew up with people who kept doing the same things, over and over again, totally confusing and frustrating me because I could see the foolishness and danger in what they were doing, but they saw only the end goal, a party, getting stoned that day, or getting foolishly drunk.
My mother would go to socials and drag us teenagers to them. She would dance with a guy (she was still married to dad) and always leave her heavy shoulder bag with her purse in it on the back of the chair that she was sitting at. I warned her and probably other people warned her that one day it would get stolen, and she would always laugh it off, until one day it was stolen.
After I found God I discovered that if I warned someone that something very bad was about to happen, if he or she listened to me and avoided the accident or whatever it was, it never happened, and they would say to me, “See, I knew that it wouldn’t happen” and get angry at me for ruining their fun.
People don’t seem to understand that if they don’t partake in something then they won’t get hurt. Also they don’t understand that if God is going to chastize that person and other foolish people are with the one being chastized then they too will get hurt.
So called-fate is a creation mostly of our own, and although many random things happen every day, important things happen when God is helping us, protecting and guiding us, and we need to be very aware of this as we go about our day and take heed when we recognize what is going on – so trust your own guidance and not other people’s opinions.
People lie to themselves all the time, they can act out a belief but if a gun was held at his or her head that person would retract what he or she always said was true. Its kind of making themselves look good to themselves in their own head while not actually being what he or she believes or wants to believe of themselves.
Thus, when you debate and argue with such people they sound so innocent and convinced of their own character, their actions and of themselves being innocent that people listening may actually believe it.
This is how liars and self-decievers can appear to be telling the truth, as long as the liar has some sort of belief that he or she is innocent then that person will push themselves into other people’s minds as totally and completely innocent, especially if they have a chance of gaining from a relationship with you.
This is where you need to be careful, remember, they can be nice to you to your face, but behind that embrace is a smirk that you were once again fooled.
Just because you spent a lot of time with some one you still don’t know their darker secrets
You Cannot Just Give Up!
To be logical there is only one way that you can give up on your life and that is to end it. You can spend your life giving up on events or dreams that you may have but really it would be a waste of your life if you were to do this. You have to live through your life, that’s all there is to it. So since we have come to that conclusion you have to learn to deal with the ups and downs of life in the best way that you can.
Sadly this is often not taught by schools or at home so often we have to learn how to do this yourself. Many parents don’t know how to teach themselves or their children how to deal with life and that’s one of the main reasons we have to learn to deal with life ourselves, also we often have our own personal way to deal with life in a positive manner.
But the most important thing to realise is that we cannot give up and stop trying. You must diligently keep at it, always trying to improve yourself and your life. Giving up ends the positive effects on your life so you must never let negative thoughts to push you backwards. Forward to a happier life is what you want, not a negative reversal to the past life that you want to leave behind. Forge ahead and don’t look back.
All the best from
James M Sandbrook.
Tuesday, 27 April 2004, 9:20:10 pm.
The Timid Moggy cat and Assertive Renee.
The Love Jesus taught was requiring that you put the one that you love first. Love is when you care, deeply, so much so, that when the one who you love becomes more important than other things, such as other people, or work, or family, or your comfort.
“The Naked Truth”
This refers to the completely blunt, and unfiltered reality of a situation, the real truth, the uncomfortable truth.
It is fact presented exactly as it is, stripped of all concealing embellishments, exaggerations, or polite pretenses. Its the real thing, what juries and the law wants to get, the real truth.
This is all about presenting all the true facts plainly without attempting to “dress up” or soften unpleasant details. It is facing things as they really are, and then presenting them to others as they really are or were without any attempts to hide anything – its telling it like it really is or was, the truth.
The Truth Will Set You Free!
To tell the truth is to tell it with no concealment: It guarantees that nothing is being left out, hidden, or manipulated.
The Living Dead
The people who are, as they were trained since a baby to be, are those who are The Living dead, dead in Sin, Dead in the Heavy Weight of existing but not of being Alive.
Because they are in Mental Captivity they know not the Freedom of Life. In Mental Captivity they are Owned, Controlled by others and they Control Themselves.
They Control Themselves by keeping a narrow Mind and Mentally being inside the Mental Box of Acceptance that Society has taught them. If alternative views, different opinions, or anything against or questioning the status quo come sup these people instantly, without thinking, immediately attack anyone who questions the authorities, or claims that something illegal, unfair, or some such thinking exists, and they especially turn on anyone presenting to them or to others thinking that is outside of Socially Approved Box of Acceptance.
Thus, they are owned by what they have accepted as a Belief System that is not totally true but they fully believe it to be true, thus they control what information their mind takes in, and if they hear or see any evidence to the opposite they immediately mentally shut it out and fight against it. Their deeply narrow minds refuse to entertain or visualize anything other than what people have taught them in the past.
When society is toxic, one of the reasons why it is so hard for good people to help bring the world back to being safe and natural is the narrow minded masses who refuse to partake in these discussions or to support any other way of thinking or a different way of life, or to return to the healthier natural ways of the past that have worked since the beginning of the human race.
People Pleasers are the same. They seek to please people to validate their worth, thus they see this as very important, so they give and give, and when approached by a good soul to help them think a more balanced way of giving and receiving and the people-pleaser refuses to acknowledge that he or she has a problem and refuses to change.
Healthy Minded Human Beings are what is called Open Minded, willing to hear all points of view, willing to see new angles of old and existing problems in order to find new productive and helpful ways to solve problems.
The Living dead exist, but they are not a part of the world. They are like a group of people trying to solve a problem, but there is that one person or a few that never say anything, they are just there, they are not helpful, don’t suggest anything, and they just want to be happy and keep things as they are.
People who are alive think, question, come up with new ideas, get excited about new challenges, people who exist and are happy with how things are, they note that we are poisoning the planet, they admit that chemicals in food and water is bad, but they just go home after work, watch TV, eat the chemical food, drink the chemical water, get entertained, have sex sometimes, go to sleep, and do the same thing the very next day.
These non-thinkers are zombies, and are incapable of mentally entertaining interesting ideas, exciting change, growth, new ideas and such, they just exist to fill up a place in the world for a short unimportant period of time, die and are completely forgotten in a few years, because they made no mark in the world, they did nothing interesting, noting important, did nothing useful or needed, they just disappear in the sands of time.
Many are brutes. When they come up against an intelligent person they want to hurt, kill, get rid of the problem via violence – and the main reason why is that these brutes know that he or she is not capable of debating or dealing with intelligence, or people who think, so they try to squash them out to get their way, like angry childish children in the sandpit, they never grew up, never became clever, never used their abilities to become intelligent, zombies.
The Prophets, Jesus, Martin Luther, they were all nobodies, nothing in society, losers tot he world. Luther was a totally unknown Priest until he started to question the church, and then he became the most well known man in all of Europe.
All the Prophets were unknown men, unimportant men, not wanted by women, not wanted by society, by all standards they were normal and would fade away as unknowns – until God reinvented them, took them through living hell on Earth, and as living proof that nobodies can become somebodies, they started off as zombies and then came back as strong capable Men of God.
People die in their sins, people become alive when they find God and their talents and abilities are grown, and they think out of the Socially Approved Box of Acceptance, because God wants them to be thinkers, to grow in intelligence, to love, live in peace, have natural marriages, and bring up children in God’s ways, because the opposite ifs to make them children of a satanic life like the people of today live in 2026.
Turn This Around on Me!
This is when a person tries to shift blame or twist an argument so that you become the one at fault, even though you were originally the one raising an issue or pointing out a mistake. It is like a verbal mirror trick.
So you accuse someone of lying to you, then he tells you that it was all your fault and comes up with some way of guilt tripping you or claiming that if you had not interfered or some such a thing that it would never have happened, or that he lied to protect you or to keep you from getting hurt and so on.
First you get set up after you have brought up some issue, like claiming he lied, and instead of owning up or being responsible he blames you for the problem in some way. If he forgot something, he may claim that you were supposed to ring him and msut have forgot, or you should have done something to change the situation, and may even yell at you to drown you out and make you so emotional you cry, and he pretends to be the hero comforting you like he is the good guy.
if he gets you on the defensive int he argument, and you get real angry then he flips the blame on you for your bad language, raising your voice, and you seem out of control and so on, thus it looks like he is the calm one, you seem crazy with rage, and therefore you need to calm down and get your act together, when in reality you were only rightfully reacting to his lies.
You forget what the argument is about, are grateful for his seemingly responsible kindness and comforting, you give him sex, and the next morning you wonder what happened. A week later it happens all over again.
This phrase is heavily tied to redirecting blame or “turning the tables” on someone.
Wisdom is recognizing what is happening during the debate, and sticking to your point regardless of claims of you behaving badly when in reality the other person was the one that lied or started it, not you. See how the other person is manipulating, recognise the moves, the words, the rearranging of the facts, more lies, and never let your emotions and sadness forgive the person who does not deserve your love, get away because if you don’t it will just repeat and repeat even if you manage to get an apology, because an apology is not repentance.
Me, probably 2014.
Me and the children.
I was born in Dannivirke, New Zealand, we moved away from there when I was 3 years old, went to many other places and finally settled down in Huntly, New Zealand.
We lived in a few houses there, 3 all up, and then moved to Wiltsdown and then finally to Tokoroa where my father got a job as a plumber at the Kinlieth Mill.
After an abusive toxic childhood I see what I went through in others today, especially the younger generations so my efforts these days are to make a difference for the better, for all.
I have friends, people I know right now, who are dying of various diseases, such as cancer, and I know that life is short, so my efforts are to help as long as I am alive for the best that I can do for others because basically very few people were ever really there for me, and many people hurt,, harmed and abused me.
It seems like my destiny is to suffer and help others from my suffering, so this is what I do, this is my small effort for humankind, to make a decent, positive difference and to see good come from the darkness, confusion and apathy all around us in these modern, material based society we all live in.
Due to a Character Assassination done locally on my public image few people accept help from me locally, so my attempts to help the world’s peoples has been rather successful. For example my Face book profile page has had this year over 900,000 likes. The pages I Admin have many, many thousands of Likes and are shared worldwide, so that is all good and gives me an idea that I am helping, and that is my life’s real work.
I don’t want to be known, I am not interested in fame as it tends to make people vain and prideful and I hate pride and vanity in myself very much. All I want to do is help.
Recently an organisation/charity I donate to wanted to thank me publicly, lost for an answerer (because of my deep desire for privacy etc, and I don’t donate for personal accolades, I just do it to help the less fortunate) but they wanted to use my name because it will hopefully inspire others to donate, so I agreed after much thought for them to use my name, but I still feel uncomfortable about it.
If we live to help others, and do it without measurement of what we have lost, we will make a difference, forget it, and move on making more positive differences to people and the world.
I was married and after a marriage made in hell, thankfully divorced and am now single, have been so since 2004. I have no desire to remarry now, I feel that my time has come and it is time to settle down to the single life and serve God and people as best as I can. My ex, the few times we have seen or contacted each other in the last 8 years of so have gotten on well, and we seem happy being apart.
Marriage was so much hell, so much suffering and hell that brought me anxiety, depression, that I am rather fearful to some degree of getting into a relationship anymore. In 2009 I met a much younger woman who would follow me around the store she lived in and finally I spoke to her and she and her family accused me of stalking her, she really put me off trying, and other than a few teachers who seemed interested but nothing ever came of this I am basically single forever methinks.
I deeply enjoy my alone time, but I deeply believe in married for others. The young need to have true deep loving relationships and if I can write anything to help them with that I feel deeply blessed and thankful that I was of any help to them at all.
I have been told many times that I have the gift of writing, so my aim is to make a difference reaching people’s hearts and souls and giving them what I have always dreamed of but will never have. Maybe in the mental state of knowing true love exists and not having it always has me writing better, more lovingly etc.
Lobo the singer once said that he always wrote better songs after a breakup with a woman, his heart sad, the song poured out and another hit song for the world to enjoy. I so deeply feel that love is there in the spiritual sense, not sex, because anyone can make us enjoy sex, but deep love, now that is an entirely different thing. Two people, man and wife, complete in there relationship, the loving mentally, physically and spiritually gentle the more the relationship grows in maturity.
The goal with marriage should always be maturity, growth in all areas, best friends of different genders as one, complete in their differences, quirks, talents and incompleteness, and always growing, changing, adapting to each other, compromising fairly and with concern and love for the other. It is all good because it is genuine love. No competing with each other, rather the opposite, both settling down with each other finding what they like in each other, delighting in the laughter, good times, and comforting and loving the other in the sad and hard times, together, forever, as one, neither owning the other, yet both belonging to each other.
I hope you enjoy this site.
The non-existence of something cannot be proved, but it can be shown, as French mathematician and philosopher Blaise Pascal showed. For example, it is possible that the side of the moon not shown to us is made of green cheese as we can’t see it nor can we feel it, so this theory cannot be eliminated.
But a person of common sense would not believe it.
The problem with modern science about God and Spiritual matters holds the same beliefs. Blaise himself was deeply religious, and believed in God. But today’s scientists and the like, don’t tend to believe in anything Spiritual or of God, thus they cannot help you with Spiritual matters or ease you mind with explanations of what Spiritual Issues you are having, instead their lack of vision has them addicting people to drugs and endless pointless therapy.
There are examples of Jesus going to places, meeting people and such, and the people today assume that Jesus knew what was happening because he is God, but the reality is that Jesus would not have known at all, he just went here and there and asked God to please guide him.
Jesus planned very little, because Prophets have no idea what he will be doing an hour from now, all he knows is that God will lead him somewhere to do something, and he will write this and that to help people he does not even know nor has ever met.
This is how God works. If the Prophet knew what was happening, like Jonah, they would more than likely walk away in the opposite direction to God’s will, so God has found that it is far easier to get people to do God;”s will by not telling them much, and once the Prophet is in position he meets who God wanted him to meet, or he does what God wants him to do, helping people, advising them and so on.
The Prophet knows next to nothing, only God knows.