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22nd-7-2025
Just started this, not sure about it. I am starting to think its a horror story. She reminds me of my older sister. She acts like she is possessed, but since this is a Science-Fiction, Thriller, maybe she is an alien that is having them on, scaring them because she is actually superior at least mentally or maybe even physically as well.
hmm, just started the chess, is it:
Telekinesis – the ability to move objects at a distance by mental power or other non-physical means.
I am halfway through it, but it reminds me of Murphy’s Boy, the boy, Kevin, that went through horror and sat under the table and no one was able to help him until Torrey came along, and for the first time someone was able to reach him and set his mind free. The right teacher gets the results.
Another thought with people, if they don’t understand or they long to kill it because of their insecurities and irrational fears.
I am halfway through it, but it reminds me of Murphy’s Boy, the boy, Kevin, that went through horror and sat under the table and no one was able to help him until Torrey came along, and for the first time someone was able to reach him and set his mind free. The right teacher gets the results.
Another thought with people, if they don’t understand or they long to kill it because of their insecurities and irrational fears.
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This actually happened in 1966, near Bukhara, Uzbekistan, a gas well exploded and burned uncontrollably for over 3 years. The fire released huge amounts of natural gas, and all efforts to stop it failed. As a last resort, Soviet scientists decided to use an underground nuclear explosion. They drilled a nearby hole, dropped a 30-kiloton nuke deep underground, and detonated it. Just 23 seconds later, the explosion crushed the underground rock, sealed the gas leak – and the fire stopped instantly.
It was one of the rare times a nuclear bomb saved the day – not in war, but in an oil field
The proper way is to use bamboo and hard woods. You lick them every day, over and over again to condition your shins. How it was done in old china.
I tend to realise that everyone thinks that they are the good person, decent, and honest, even while they are the complete opposite.
I got a lot of this from studies of Hitler and how he was able to get carpenters, electricians, welders, mind doctors and so on to go to Poland and bomb innocent families to death in mass and then when they got back home to Germany they were heralded as heroes of the country and Third Reich.
Hitler discovered at some time how to use what I call the Religious-Effect to make people attend his faith (Nazi) with religious dedication, love, compassion, and do evil deeds of great horror, and thsoe doing these horrific deeds all deemed that they were good innocent people.
The reason why I know that politicians cannot save the world is because they are all corrupt, all love money and business above the lives of humanity, and in the end its themselves that they are in the job for.
But if you ask the politicians, they will all, no matter what political party he or she belongs to, and no matter what horrific, unfair, dishonest, cowardly things they believe in (like abortion or ripping apart the land for business etc) they all, each of them, think that they are good decent moral people, and you cannot tell them otherwise.
The thing with Immaturity and Narcissism is that people tell themselves over and over again that they are good, that they are doing good, and especially if they have a common enemy that they call bad, they can do evil, be evil, cruel, mean, yet totally see themselves as the opposite of what they truly are.
If a person see’s himself as good when he is not then he can do evil and then justify it in his own mind as “acceptable” and good, because it (in that persons mind) outweighs other evils.
If an innocent person is attacked cowardly by a Narcissist and then the innocent person reacts back angrily, the Narcissist will defend themselves in his or her own mind and attack the innocent person even more.
Much like Hitler would have done to any country that he attacked, slaughtered its innocent people, and that country (like the French Resistance) fought back, and Hitler and his evil cronies/Flying Monkeys attacked and kill in their imaginary justification of what they were doing. Thus if the people fought back, Hitler and his evil lot felt that the slaughter of entire villages by firing squad or whatever was justified and an honourable thing to do.
Evil always justifies its evil ways, to calm the mind and to make oneself seem like the good guy, so they can sleep better at night, feast in their evil glories and feel like they are really doing good, they are real weasel types.
In the human mind a person can irrationally with imagination and self-talk, make the so-called enemy into a monster, and in doing so they can then up the attacks or evil doings against that person based on the imaginative growth of evil that their group has imagined that this person is.
Hitler, as far as I can tell, did this with other countries. A true example was his bombers were returning to Germany, they made a mistake and jettisoned their payload of bombs on a German village wiping it out. Planes were not allowed to land with their bombs in case of an accident and blowing up the runway or airport. In the newspaper the next morning, an enraged German nation were furious to read that the cruel evil English and bombed the village and killed innocent German people. Thus making the Germans who were the ones in the wrong in the first place (but imagined themselves as the good guys even though they bombed innocent end defenseless people) wanting to kill more and more of the English who they hated for the English’ imaginary evil deeds.
Narcissist’s will use any action to make their cause look justifiable, good, worthy and needed, this is why they have no trouble rallying up Flying Monkeys to do their dirty work. And the gullible Flying Monkeys love to seek, destroy and hate other people of who they pridefully deem to be evil, no proof needed, they just need to be told.
Seems like the girl at the end had told people that they would like the experiment so many times that she was staring to believe the lies she was telling others.
Reacting to life is Life happening all around us and us doing what we think is right in the situations we find ourselves in.
In a material world we are pushed to “succeed materialistically”. This causes mental health issues, physical health issues, and struggles to cope.
But imagine please if you will, we are out in a home/cottage/log cabin etc, out in the bush/forest somewhere and there is no electricity, no people for long distances, no or few visitors, so what do we do?
Well, basically we get on, and we get on with what we know is important, like food, shelter, helping each other out, making the living space safe in storms, cutting firewood, felling tree’s for additional buildings, and extra firewood and so on. Husband and wife gratefully satisfy each other sexually, and that brings forth children which are welcome.
The pressure is natural survival pressure. This pressure is real, a struggle, even hard times cause tears and so on, but because this was how we were born to live we grow stronger and can cope with whatever life puts before us, the good times and bad times, it all adds up to strong capable parenting and strong courageous capable children.
In the movies of westerns or pioneer days in any country they often show the capable men as gamblers and drinkers, but the reality is that this is all part of the western myths.
The reality is for survival on the land one had to become one with the land, respect God, nature, wildlife, and live in peace with it all.
The movies are made that way to make life look exciting so that people will pay to go to the movies. What this is, is commercialism making real life into fake to make money.
The reality was far different to the movies. Life was simple and very rewarding, wholesome and enjoyable. Love was true, genuine and when someone loved you they would die to help or protect you. This simple living of survival brought forth strong values, strong beliefs, very healthy strong bodies that come about from living off the land and doing a lot of very satisfying work for the greater good of the family.
In the material world we know that Natural Survival Pressure is what we need deep inside and that is why we struggle to cope while being pushed to “succeed” to be better than everyone else, make as much money as we can, and so on. Life as a materiel is hard. People often react by struggling and going to religions or partying up as ways to try to distance themselves from the constant struggles within.
When we take away sports, people competing with one another in the business world etc, we remove exams and modern schooling competing against one another we remove Unnatural Pressures thus releasing a lot of personal stress.
Remove the desperation caused by struggling to pay your debts, the fear of failure, the fear of not satisfying someone else or the boss, and another pointless load of struggles and stress are removed from your mind.
Peace is not a holiday on some island, nor is it as a business person, nor is money or titles, high education peace.
Peace is living as you were naturally born to live. Natural pressure is far less stressful even in the hard times than modern living and the reason why is because life as we become stronger, more courageous and capable is deeply satisfying making us very confident and accepting everything that life sets before us.
If you read that in the town in the 1700s they used witchcraft and you instantly think that they were fools, well it depends on what you mean, what the writer did or did not understand about the people he or she was writing about.
If you were to walk around that town back then with a cell phone talking to someone they would have thought that you were a witch/warlock, thus you were evil, and they would desire to kill you.
When people visited tribe in Africa and other countries and used matches to start fires the village people thought that the match users were in fact gods or witches.
When people don’t understand other people they form opinions about them from their own point-of-view of life. People do the exact same thing when reading about the past.
You form your opinion from who you are and how you have believed and what you were taught, and this is what makes it hard to understand the past or even modern day people’s lives and why they do the very things that they do that you cannot understand.
When reading or seeing videos about the past it is important to understand what you are reading or watching is from the views of the writers and discoverers, but not necessarily the truth/s, and there must be a context, angle, or something that today is long forgotten, or today’s so-called sophisticated people have never known experienced or felt.
If we have an open minded attitude we are able to understand past people, people of today, and also admit that we as an individual know stuff all.
But most of all realise that if you are judgemental you will not understand something wonderful that is right before your eyes when you read history or watch videos, or even in people who you meet in your everyday life.
There was a professional who years ago made me suffer because his diagnoses of a problem that I had was way off.
Years later I kept seeing him while grocery shopping, around town, and often he would look guilty, avoid my gaze, and when i smiled to him he would ignore me or scowl and look away. But it was obvious that he was feeling very guilty. The problem was, was that he was beyond apologizing, his pride. education and title refused to lower himself just to say the words.
God makes these instances because God is trying to give him the chance to change things because Karma or his just deserts are heading his way and if he does not fix up his past he will pay for the bad things he has done. And God does this to us because God loves us and does not want us to suffer.
I remember in Karate, I was always in contest with the Sensei’s black-belt son, who was always trying when his father was not watching to hit me.
One day he smacked me on the head and I normally didn’t retaliate, it jsut so happened that this day I did and his father looked up and saw me smack his son who was a junior black-belt, on the head. I realized that I had done the unforgivable and was about to be shamed and probably hurt in front of the entire class. I looked at the ground and his son had a smug look on his face since it was me that got caught out and not him, yet he hit me first.
But his father asked him to come to the front of the class for demonstration, and the son gave me a pained resigned look, and I looked at him confused. Then the father basically gave his son a disciplinary hiding in front of everyone. His son was proud, strong, and very good at karate, but he really had it out for me and would take any chance he could to cause me pain or make me the laugh of everyone else.
This correction put hoim off for a while, but as the months went by he was back at it. I never really minded though, becuse I was only knew, and to be taken on by a black belt who was younger than me meant that I had to put more effort in and try harder, and many times he would kick me and he would go flying backwards because I was so well rooted in the ground by a solid stance.
His biggest failure was not his speed, or stance, or ability, he was good, he grew up in Karate. His biggest failure was his huge ego, and the fact that he was totally sure he was better than me solely on belt rating. But he also had never met such a stubborn person as I.
In the end I appreciated the contest he gave me, hopefully it did us both well.
I was told years later that he ended up as the head of a gang. So that was sad. I felt sorry for his father who only wanted the best for his son.
How Humans Lose Contact With The Past and Refuse the Wisdom of those of the Past.
What people do with the Bible and other ancient text is they look at it from the angle of their own conscious mind, the contents of their soul formed from the beliefs of others and life experiences, then they take what they read and assume with some pride what it means. this centuries old twisting the meaning of historical writings leads us to not understanding what the past was really like and who those of the past really were, what they did, believed and how they interacted with animals and other human beings.
The reading of the past with a complete open minded attitude means that when something that you don’t understand or don’t believe in yourself, you just understand what you read, instead of forming a belief that they were foolish, not sophisticated and so on.
Its like modern science, medical people, mental health people reading books from the past and pridefully laughing at them as old and useless, and then making their patients/victims take chemicals. Many today are coming to the strong conclusion that those of the past were far more intelligent than we are today. You see, we measure modern intelligence by what we are told is important like industry, medical achievements, education degrees, achieving a great life for yourself and so on, and when we look back at the often much simple life of people we see them as boring and foolish/stupid and especially uneducated.
If the education is corrupt, wrong, is formed for an agenda then the education is a lie, thus those who are educated in that lie are living a lie, teaching those lies, and the mentally blind leading more to be mentally blinded – and all involved assume pridefully that the lies are truths.
It is indeed, a strange, strange word we live in…The rule of schooling is said to be comprehension.
Being taught is important, but what you retain is far more important.
But the exams are based on who has a good memory, not on who is the wisest, more intelligent and so forth.At school when I was a child the teacher would tell us something as if it is proven truths, but I would often see another way to do it, easier, and to me what seemed more efficient, time saving, a better way, and no teachers, nay not one, was ever interested in what I thought, and it is no wonder the mist intelligent are not educated, for the people who make the greatest change in the world tend to limited in their education.
Thomas Edison was sent home because the teacher said he was unteachable, an idiot(addled) and so on, yet he invented the working lightbulb, and maybe he would not have been so much a bully if at school he had been taught abut fairness, love, and encouraged instead of disliked discarded and shamed.I came to the conclusion as a child that what I thought, the inventions and ideas in my head were of a food, because everyone told me that I was a fool, idiot stupid and made fun of me.
This is how the modern child stops trying and using their imagination.
Fear And Worry
The chilling feeling of fear is in all of us at some time or another. fear is destructive and unproductive. Fear can cause a person to make bad decisions and make mistakes.If you are feeling fear then you need to find out why, look at the problem carefully and then see if it really is as bad as it first seemed. Most fears are not that bad at all and fear seems to grow and grow until it shakes your very soul.There are many causes for feeling fear, your friends maybe feeding it and you may feed it yourself without realizing it. Fear is like the shadows in a room in the evening, slowly it grows and grows without you really noticing it, until the entire room is black and full of shadows.Fear can convince people to end their lives or do shallow or dangerous things.
Fear can cause a person to lose courage and a good way to regain that courage would be for you to talk to a trusted friend or a preacher to find out why you have a problem with fear at this time.Here is an example of fear and worry:A loved one is going to be driving on a busy weekend (holiday weekend) for about six hours and you find that you are worried about them, you fear that they may get tired and crash or someone else may cause an accident etc.
One answer to this problem would be for you to talk to this person, give them advice. If you are with them check their car for them or have the car checked. If the person is traveling at night find a good hotel for them along the way so that they can rest.In other words, you will do the best that you can to help the person and then put it out of your mind until you hear from them when they have reached their destination.Fear and worry can work on a person until that person is just about “falling to pieces” with the fingers of destruction that fear and worry use to destroy a person.
Out of mountains of letters not more than a half a dozen have brought up any question of theology, such as the differences which divide the religious communions.
How to learn a finer art of living is the main matter, trying to learn how to shape the stuff of life into forms of beauty, power and joy. Life for so many today is deflated, a thing to be endured rather than enjoyed.All of us are living a life of unfulfilled possibilities; we are living below our possible selves, thwarted, unable to find a way out. Yet there is a way of thinking and living which will set us free to use our powers to the full. What is it that inhibits us and cripples us?Enemy Number 1 is neither sin nor sorrow: it is Fear.
The most one that is rife is fear of ourselves; and that is not healthy.How can we fight our fears?The first thing to realise is that “since our fears have been learned, so they can be unlearned.”
Courage we need of course, courage to “take it” and come back, courage to meet defeat and not be defeated.When we win faith, fear is driven out of our hearts. When fear is dead, life begins. People who know how to use spiritual energy in daily life attain serenely and self-stability, and build up an inner defence against the pressures and strains of life.
Next to fear – if not the form of it – is the nagging, gnawing worry which wears us out and unfits us for living. Worry is a tiny rivulet seeping into the mind like a slow poison, until it paralyses us.
Unless it is checked, it cuts a channel into which all other thoughts are drained.In nine cases out of ten the thing that we are afraid of does not happen, and, if it does, other things will happen too which will change the setting and modify the result, making a different picture from the one that fear paints now.
With a little effort we can learn the knack of putting things from us far enough to see them more clearly – and we discover that many of them do not matter and are not worth the bother of of worrying.
– Joseph F Newton.
If I were God I would offer the people two choices as God would not allow us to become like Pompeii so immoral and evil and thinking that this was normal.
I would offer the world a chance to change its ways, like with the situation with Jonah, if the people of the world or most of them refused then those who did not refuse were the ones that would inhabit the new promised land.
So at first the offer is for the entire world, second to those who want to follow God, like Lot and his family, but those who look back sadly they will not get to the promised land either.
The thought that someone as wonderful as Moses was not allowed to go to the promise land has us realising that only the faithful will make it, Moses lost hope in the end.
– 4-7-2024.
When I was at school and I would get bullied I felt that something was wrong with me, that i was abnormal, sad and weird. What I did not realise was that I was never prepared for life therefore I was not able to cope in life as a healthy person, mentally I was afraid, scared, and tired of life far too early in life. It was decades later that i discovered why I had so many troubles coping in life, but the good news is that even if our parents did not grow us up we can do this ourselves.
I watched some videos, of the past, they were black and white documentaries etc, and in Norway the family when they greeted didn’t kiss. They shook hands and everyone hugged, but no kissing, even the mother and father did not kiss. He was returning after many months at sea, and still of greeting his wife they did not kiss on the lips or cheeks.
I totally agree with this, and I am totally against parents kissing their children on the lips, as this is clearly wrong and a modern thing, just a step away with carnal and immature thinking, incest.
Its what society allows to creep in and then accept that makes sin and immorality seem moral and good. Parents/adults must respect the children, show respect by not kissing them on the lips.
When you have not been in a relationship for 21 years as I have you start to question modern behaviours. Like, when I was a child french kissing was only a thing for badly behaved people, now its all the rage, if you don’t stick you saliva coated tongue in to your lovers mouth you are seen as boring and square.
Just thinking about this makes me sick.
I still have no idea if God accepts kissing on the lips as people do it. I say this because it seems so unhygienic, because saliva is clearly passed from one to the other, including whatever else was in the mouth no so long ago.
God probably approves, I mean huge amounts of people kiss on the lips. But only not so many years back there was no french kissing done by the general public and (watch old movies) the kissing was lips coming together with barely any movement at all between the two kissers.
People may say that I am just being fussy, but I really don’t want another persons saliva in my mouth or their tongue 🙁
Because parents today, and generations ago, don’t teach proper decency and hygiene, the young of today just do what the movies and TV and porn shows, including oral sexual acts etc. This is why people a few decades ago were furious that parents were not parenting their young anymore and letting TV bring up the children.
So, whether the kissing done so freely today is normal and as God intended I have no idea (yet) but it at least seems to be a gross prospect once it is thought about.
This is quiet a prediction from 1970.
“Remember this: The strongest sign of the decay of a nation is the feminization of men and the masculinization of women. It is notable that in Communist nations
women are exhorted, and compelled, to do what has traditionally been men’s work. American women, some of them, feel triumphant that they have broken down the ‘barricades’ between the work of the sexes. I hope they will still feel triumphant when some commissar forces a shovel or an axe into their soft hands and compels them to pound and cut forests and dig ditches. I hope they will be ‘happy’ when a husband deserts them and they must support their children and themselves alone.
(After all, if a woman must be ‘free’ she shouldn’t object to men being free too, should she?) I hope they will feel ‘fulfilled’ when they are given no more courtesies due to their sex and no kindnesses, but are kicked aside on the subways buses by men, and jostled out of the way by men on busy sidewalks and elevators…. I hope,when they look in their mirrors, that they will be pleased to see exhausted, embittered faces, and that they will be consoled by their paychecks.”
– Taylor Caldwell – September 1970, page 8.
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One of my Survival Mode reactions to Renee and her family making false accusations about me is that I have to publicly ensure people that I dislike blondes (especially) and that I am single and will remain as I am, because any friendliness or attempts to be nice are locally interpreted as me stalking or seeking female attention or whatever lies Renee and her family told everyone who would listen.
One of the sad results of Renee playing the victim for 16 years is that from time to time I could help people but they won’t come near me. One big issue is the strange beliefs that many blondes have of me looking at them and instantly hypnotizing them and taking them home to abuse them – this particular female fantasy has been going on for years, and is brazenly obvious when I cycle around the lake or around town and especially blondes cover their eyes with a hand each time I go past them on my bike – this is very obvious.
Yesterday (21st-7-2025) cycling around the lake there was a blonde with a child in a pram who was covering her eyes to avoid my eyes and further up I found a bald man watching her with intent, obviously very interested in her. Because of her terror of me I cannot warn her of the possible stalker, she would never listen to me and would run to the stalker (as I have seen Renee do in the past run to the people who are lying to her) to avoid me and to get protection.
No one can help people if people are terrified of them, thus if God put me in place to help a female in distress, the female trained to be a conformer and obedient like Renee is, they will rush to the abuser rather than faced the “imaginary-thinking” she so willingly believes about me being a bad person.
Renee’s lethal legacy will live on long after she dies, and what a horror story she has been for so many.
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