Everyone should be allowed to choose for their own life. I fully believe that if a person has a good understanding of God and does not want to follow God that he or she should be allowed that choice.
There are a few cases (including my own life) where I want God to let people choose for themselves. Sometimes we have to make mistakes and sure, we choose the dumb things, but that is part of learning and living life.
Sometimes ignoring God and doing what the crowd wants is the biggest lesson of our own life. At least we experience the traumas etc and have the lessons deeply set in our mind so that no matter how long we live we will never experience that again.
My biggest dream is to leave town life and move to a beach. I don’t care if I live in a shed. I deeply prefer that life to the life that I am currently living.
Some things are finally looking up in town. A prominent Tokoroa person and I were recently discussing the fact that she an I have the same dream to start a “School of Life” in Tokoroa to help people get back to the basics.
I was very surprised that we had exactly the same plan. This is probably what God wants, because our Mayor didn’t want the idea for the town.
Other than that though, I would love to move on. Just me and my cats 🙂
So God wants me to help people in town. I want to do what God wants me to do, but I would much rather be at the beach and teach people over the Internet.
A Pastor and I had a whopping argument over my home, and he told me that he had seen my situation before and that I will definitely lose the house.
I told him that everytime I try to sell or move that God stops it, and he looked at me like I was an idiot. And once again I didn’t lose the house, because God won’t allow it.
So many people don’t understand God, especially those with titles.
If I moved to the beach and used the Internet to help people then both God and I get our dreams. So I ask God, “Why not let me leave????”
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All the best from
James M Sandbrook.
Friday, 19 February 2016, 8:29:33 PM.